Was it a simple mistake, or did the violence deeply rooted within Mother momentarily burst out?
It was a very brief moment. In that moment, Mother’s thumbs pressed hard against my throat.
“Gah! Ugh?!”
My body reacted instantly. The pain of my throat being pressed was a completely different sensation from just being choked.
A bitter pain rose up my throat, and a nauseous feeling surged up to the top of my head.
“Ugh…! Ugh, ugh…”
I almost couldn’t hold back and nearly vomited, but thankfully, it ended with just dry heaving.
“Ti, Tina! Are you okay?!”
Mother hurriedly supported me. Her hands were trembling slightly, and her wide, shaking eyes clearly showed how panicked she was.
“Sorry, sorry. My arm just suddenly tensed up…”
There was a clear look of regret in Mother’s eyes. She must have felt guilty for hurting her daughter.
I grabbed Mother’s hand, which was pulling away, and pulled it back toward my throat.
“I… liked it.”
“You liked it?”
Confusion spread across Mother’s eyes. It had been a long time since I’d seen her so shaken.
“Mother, I… I feel ten times, no, a hundred times happier when you’re happy than when I’m happy myself.”
That was the truth.
If sacrificing my body could make Mother happy, it would bring me even greater happiness.
Mother must feel the same way, right?
“If Mother is sad, I feel twice as sad. If Mother is struggling, I feel many times more struggle.”
I continued, looking into Mother’s eyes as she gazed down at me.
“Being loved by Mother is happiness, but being able to help Mother will definitely make me even happier.”
“Tina…”
“So… this is for me.”
I carefully lifted Mother’s thumb and placed it back on my throat.
“For me… can’t you feel good for me?”
“Ti, Tina, but…”
“You’ll definitely feel good.”
The violence deeply hidden within humans. Most people try to suppress it as they live. But it’s just suppression. It never truly disappears.
Mother must be the same.
“Not for you, but for me… can’t you let out all the desires inside you?”
Mother’s eyes still held hesitation.
Suddenly, I remembered how Mother always loved my撒娇. Even when she was angry, if I acted a little cute, she would quickly soften.
I felt a little guilty for exploiting Mother’s weakness… but this is for her, so it’s okay.
I slightly lowered the corners of my eyes and looked up at Mother with eyes brighter than usual. Then, in a coquettish voice, I whispered.
“Can’t you, Mom…?”
“Eek!”
Mom
That one word made Mother jump back in surprise.
Her face was redder than usual, and she breathed heavily as she turned her gaze away from me. She pushed herself up with trembling hands.
“It’s hot, I’ll go for a walk and be back. You go to sleep first.”
“Huh? Then, I’ll go with you-.”
“No, you go to sleep first. I’ll go alone.”
With those words, Mother retreated from the bedroom as if fleeing.
I stared at the empty space where Mother had been, muttering blankly.
“…Alone?”
We were supposed to sleep together.
※
The next morning arrived as sunny as any other day.
Especially the Blanchard Family’s Mansion, which was bathed in sunlight, exuded a more radiant atmosphere than usual.
“Take care of yourself, and give my regards to the Saintess.”
Mother smiled faintly and stroked my head. She was as affectionate as usual, but my cheeks were puffed up in disappointment.
“Yes.”
My short reply was somewhat cold. I couldn’t hide my disappointment.
Mother had said she would go for a walk the previous night, but she didn’t return for a long time.
In fact, she didn’t come back until I fell asleep.
When I asked the next day, she said she had spent the night in my bedroom, not with me.
If that was the case, it would have been better to just kick me out.
Hmph.
I was worried that Mother might be distancing herself from me because of what I did yesterday, but she still spoke to me with loving eyes.
It was as if she wanted to bury what happened yesterday.
It seems Mother has no intention of using my body to satisfy her desires.
“…Well, I’ll be going then.”
I bid Mother farewell in a weak voice and got into the carriage.
Mother hesitated for a moment, then gently kissed my forehead.
“I love you, daughter. More than anyone in the world.”
“…Me too.”
Still, I didn’t want to part on such a weak note, so I smiled faintly at Mother and gave my final farewell.
Soon after, the carriage set off for Lillian’s Mansion.
I held the gift I had prepared for Lillian and turned my gaze out the window.
I felt a bit powerless.
I thought my pretty appearance was my greatest asset, but it seemed to have no effect on Mother.
Or maybe I’m just not that attractive.
Thinking about it, I don’t have a voluptuous chest like Mother, nor do I have the intense charisma of Viviana, or the bright and radiant beauty of Lillian.
I have a pretty but timid-looking face, and I don’t seem to have any clear strengths.
Maybe my charm just doesn’t reach Mother’s heart.
“Am I… not attractive?”
This thought suddenly crossed my mind.
Maybe I’m so unattractive that Mother doesn’t even feel the desire to torment me.
But this thought was quickly proven wrong when I arrived at Lillian’s Mansion.
Because my撒娇 worked on her immediately.
“Gah, ugh— huk!”
“You, you were the one who seduced me first, Tina!”
Lillian, who had lost her reason, glared at me sharply.
Her hands roughly grabbed my throat. Her strong thumbs pressed hard against my Adam’s apple.
“Gah—! Ugh…! Ough…!”
I choked, and my body trembled as if convulsing. Annoyed by my trembling body, Lillian pinned my legs down with one of hers.
Then, with her other leg, she pressed hard on my lower abdomen, and a transparent stream of liquid spurted out into the air.
“Ah, oh♥,- ugh, gah-”
“Re, really…! Where did you learn to be so lewd?! Are you trying to spread rumors that you want to be raped?!”
What I did wasn’t much.
I led Lillian to the bedroom, rubbed my body against her stomach, and whispered that I wanted to see her.
Perhaps because I was more clingy than usual due to being rejected by Mother, Lillian completely lost her reason and began pouring violence onto my body.
“Ah? Heh-uh, Lillian… I like you…”
“Ugh..! You, you bitch…!”
“Ah?! If you press there, I’ll…!”
“Just let it out!”
Splurt-
Seeing the Saintess, who is usually so composed, lose her reason like this makes me think I’m not unattractive.
So why won’t Mother use me to satisfy her desires?
After a while of pressing on my lower abdomen and throat, Lillian finally let me go once her desires were satisfied.
Even though Lillian had released me, my body was still trembling from the aftereffects.
I felt like I might faint, but seeing Lillian’s much lighter expression, a sense of satisfaction and happiness spread through me, and I gradually felt better.
Indeed, I feel happiest when I can bring joy to someone.
“Haa… Tina, I’m warning you, don’t seduce me like that again.”
“Hehe… I like you, Lillian…”
“……”
Lying weakly on the floor, I smiled at Lillian.
Seeing my actions, as if a switch had been flipped somewhere, Lillian’s reason disappeared again.
Lillian pounced on me once more.
I was only freed after the bed sheets were completely soaked with transparent liquid.
※
After Lillian had calmed down a bit, I finally handed her the gift I had prepared.
“For… me?”
What Lillian held in her hand was a basic set of cosmetics that every woman should have.
Of course, I don’t wear makeup myself, but during my time as a pet lady, I had heard endless stories about cosmetics, so I was able to buy these for Lillian.
“Lillian, you don’t wear makeup, right…?”
“…That’s right, I’m not very interested in makeup.”
“So, I prepared this for you to try. Of course, Lillian’s face is already so beautiful that you don’t need makeup, but it might be nice to wear it on special occasions.”
It’s not a lie.
As befitting a heroine, Lillian and Viviana possess such overwhelming beauty that even the most beautiful noble ladies pale in comparison.
“I, I also want to see Lillian wearing makeup someday. You’ll definitely be stunningly beautiful.”
At my words, Lillian’s reason began to disappear again.
Uh… is she going to do it again?
I don’t know what triggered Lillian’s switch, but unfortunately, I didn’t have much stamina left.
But thankfully, Lillian let out a short sigh and regained her reason.
“Thank you for the gift, I’ll make sure to use it well.”
“Hehe, thank you.”
“I actually wanted to check something with you, Tina, so this works out well.”
Lillian, who had come to my side, held out one hand.
“Tina, can you hold my hand for a moment?”
“Huh? Sure…”
“Tell me if it hurts.”
Though puzzled, I nodded in agreement.
Soon, a pure white light began to swirl around Lillian and slowly entered my body.
“Are you okay?”
“Huh? I’m fine.”
“As I thought…”
Lillian nodded with a serious expression.
It seemed like many thoughts were passing through her mind.
Then, looking at me again, she smiled as radiantly as ever.
“Congratulations, Tina.”
“Huh?”
“It seems the devil has finally left your body.”
“Ah…”
“You’re finally free.”
Hmm…
That devil.
It’s in my room right now.
