Chapter 328: 5. Bread and Dagger (26)
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Senior Delphine’s breathing was rough. In her eyes, an unmistakable glint of pleasure was visible. The evidence was clear. Senior Delphine was undeniably excited. She was enjoying the situation of resisting me, being punished, and submitting. That was the reason I had taken on the role of the villain.
As Delphine leaned forward, her buttocks lifted perfectly for a spanking. I didn’t miss the opportunity and swiftly smacked her buttocks again. Once wasn’t enough. While Delphine was startled and tried to adjust her posture, I continued to spank her buttocks repeatedly. Eventually, a few drops of liquid splattered with each smack. It was her arousal.
“Hng, ah?! Ah, hng, ah?!”
How long had it been since I started spanking her? Eventually, Delphine managed to remove my top. When she tried to remove my pants, I deliberately commanded her to face her buttocks toward me. Delphine looked at me with eyes mixed with fear and anticipation. It was impossible for her to resist me.
With trembling hands, she unbuckled my belt and pulled down my pants, exposing her shameful parts while continuing to receive spankings. I even inserted my finger into her wet slit. The sensation was warm and slippery. Her soft flesh engulfed my finger with volume. Watching her slit endlessly secreting arousal, I realized: This is it.
As proof, every time I inserted and withdrew my finger, a different kind of moan escaped Delphine’s lips.
“Ah, hng, hng….”
It was a sweeter, more nasal moan.
I spent time touching every corner of Delphine’s secret place or spanking her buttocks. It was right after that Delphine removed my pants. My confined member was freed, and a cool sensation touched my skin. It was my first time exposing myself to a woman, so I felt a bit embarrassed. But I had no intention of making a fuss about it. Delphine would have been the same. Even now, Delphine was wide-eyed in surprise. Even the moans that had been escaping her lips stopped.
Delphine carefully traced my member with her fingers.
“It’s… big….”
It was an unexpectedly cute observation.
Virgins were usually like that, no matter how much they acted strong. I was also finding it hard to suppress my excitement. I gave Delphine’s reddened buttocks one final smack.
“Ah!”
As Delphine’s back straightened, I grabbed her waist and reversed our positions. Now, Delphine was lying beneath me. Since it was both of our first times, we didn’t know what to do. I decided to let my instincts take over and just go for it.
When the tip of my member touched her slit, a faint moan escaped Delphine’s lips.
“Hng….”
And then, her breathing became rougher than ever before. Delphine’s wide eyes were fixed on my member, as if mesmerized by its heat and pulsing.
I made one final declaration.
“Shall I?”
That single word awakened a twinge of guilt in me.
Reto’s words kept coming to mind. After giving in to desire, he said he had never felt so empty and desolate before. Was I living a life not much different from his? Would I also end up with regrets?
Suddenly, my rationality returned. It was as if a chilly wind had swept over me, sobering me up. While I hesitated, Delphine swallowed hard and nodded.
“Y-yes….”
It was hard to gauge Delphine’s sincerity.
Why had Delphine suddenly suggested spending the night with me? She had said she wanted to forget everything. Thinking that it was such a trivial reason, I slowly lowered my hips. My member struggled to find its place. I hadn’t realized it when inserting my fingers, but now, the positioning felt awkward.
Suddenly, Delphine’s face came into view.
“Hng, hng….”
Delphine was taking deep breaths, almost pitifully. Her stiff body made it clear. She was afraid. Her trembling eyes testified to how vulnerable she had become.
So, I was left floundering. Desire or rationality? Honestly, I wasn’t in a position to judge others. I was a coward. I didn’t have the courage to hurt someone and take responsibility for the fleeting pleasure.
In the end, I bit my lip and roughly threw myself onto the bed. Right next to Delphine. Delphine looked at me in surprise. I placed my arm over my forehead and let out a sigh.
“Senior Delphine… let’s stop.”
It was a confession mixed with exhaustion.
Delphine’s bloodshot eyes were still filled with question. So, I had no choice but to explain softly.
“I know you’ve been having a hard time lately. It must have been even harder than I thought… but that doesn’t mean you need to give away your first experience.”
“I….”
“Do you love me?”
Before Delphine could say anything, I asked with a serious expression.
It would have been a laughable joke in broad daylight. But now, it was a necessary question. Delphine’s eyes showed confusion. I sighed and tried to persuade her again.
“I don’t know. Do I like you, Senior Delphine, or am I just succumbing to desire? If we’re not sure of each other, we shouldn’t do this.”
“But… I’m the one who wants it?”
“Yes, even if you’re the one who wants it.”
Our gazes finally met evenly. For Delphine, who was still looking at me with conflicted eyes, I gave a faint smile.
“Senior Delphine, you’re precious. You shouldn’t do this with just anyone to forget your hardships.”
It was an undeniable truth. Delphine remained silent, her lips tightly sealed. She seemed lost in thought. I decided to stay by her side until she sorted out her feelings. However, Delphine looked a bit lonely, so I stroked her hair a few times.
Looking back, it had been dangerous. There were other women besides Delphine whom I had touched. Like the Lady Virgin Saint, or Senior Elsi. Until now, I had brushed it off as a mistake, but after Senior Elsi’s confession, my perspective had changed slightly. From now on, the excuse of it being a joke or a mistake wouldn’t work. If I went all the way, I had to take responsibility.
Especially with the Lady Virgin Saint, I had even violated her pure body with my hands. Thinking back, it was a crime for which I deserved divine punishment. But it had been an irresistible temptation. How could I not touch that “divine pouch” when it was so provocatively presented?
The sensation was as good as spanking Delphine’s buttocks. Lying next to a woman after doing all sorts of things, I couldn’t help but recall the feeling of another woman’s breasts. It made me feel like trash. Moreover, I hadn’t even properly responded to Senior Elsi’s confession. If I impulsively spent the night with Delphine, I wouldn’t be able to face myself.
At least stopping at the last moment was fortunate. If my rationality hadn’t returned, I didn’t know what my still-hardened member would have done. Lost in such thoughts, I tried to avert my eyes from Delphine’s body.
It was around then that Delphine slowly opened her mouth, as if all her worries had come to an end.
“You’re right… I wanted to run away.”
My eyes flicked toward Delphine. She had a somewhat bitter expression.
“Maybe it’s because I’m a woman. I wanted to rely on a strong man to overcome my difficult reality. You’re the only man stronger than me.”
“The senior knight would laugh if he heard that.”
“No, no matter what anyone says, you’re the only one for me. So, I’m not the kind of woman who clings to just anyone… only you.”
As she spoke, Delphine showed a faint smile. It was the kind of expression that made a man’s heart race. I subtly averted my gaze to hide my pounding heart. Whether she knew my feelings or not, Delphine continued her low confession.
“I’m sorry, Master. I made you go along with my whims….”
“It’s fine. I… liked it too.”
Feeling a bit shy, I tried to sit up. There was no reason to stay any longer. Staying would only lead to unnecessary misunderstandings tomorrow. I should have left the room already. Yes, I should have.
Suddenly, my body was pulled back. In an instant, Delphine was on top of me again. We were both still naked. Delphine rubbed her private parts against my groin. The strength in her arms pressing down on my shoulders was formidable.
She was even using her magical power. Compared to Delphine, who had bloomed her Aura, my physical strength was inevitably weaker. I panicked and shouted.
“De-Delphine! What are you doing…?!”
“That’s why I said I was sorry!”
With eyes blazing with desire, Delphine rubbed her groin against my member. My member was drenched in her arousal. A faint moan escaped my lips, and Delphine let out a sweet sound.
“You… got me all excited like this… made me wet like this, and now you’re just going to leave?! Are you crazy?!”
This was bad. It seemed I wasn’t the only one who had become a slave to desire.
Delphine, clearly aroused, was now exerting all her strength to get my member inside her. Being a virgin, she hadn’t achieved much yet, but it was only a matter of time. I shouted even louder in panic.
“Delphine, snap out of it! You’re a virgin….”
And then, the sensation of something piercing through.
It happened in an instant. The inside of the thoroughly wet woman was incredibly slippery. The warm pressure became an unfamiliar stimulation, coursing through my spine. I could only stare at Delphine with a dumbfounded expression.
Delphine, while letting out a faint moan from the pain of breaking through, still managed to show a victorious smile.
“…Not anymore, right?”
This woman, really…
Feeling beyond absurdity and almost on the verge of tears, I pulled Delphine into my embrace and threw her onto the bed. Since it had come to this, there was nothing else to do.
Between clenched teeth, a low warning escaped my lips.
“Be prepared, Delphine.”
Yet, Delphine only let out a small scream.
“Kyaa.”
Winking with one eye.
Tonight, I wouldn’t even let her properly moan. With such determination, I joined my body with Delphine’s. It was finally my first real experience.
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