092. The Door to the New World
“There’s a little mirror on the windowsill. Just pry it open and you should see a tiny hole.”
“Just find the right position and push it in until it feels comfortable~ Remember to leave the string outside, or taking it out will be quite the hassle.”
Yan Xinya moved a small stool, juggling her mobile phone as she guided Ning Chu from behind the bathroom door.
She was completely unfazed, casual as ever. To her, this just felt like a regular bathroom break.
But Ning Chu was a completely different story…
Perhaps she’d mentally started leaning towards femininity, maybe even developed a liking for men.
Yet she was totally clueless when it came to female anatomy, her worldview still very much stuck in male-mode.
She never thought that after restraining herself countless times when feeling blue, she’d now be inspecting these new “accessories” so closely for the first time because of her period.
Hmm, kinda cute…
So this is what it looks like~ There is indeed a hole.
And now, she needed to push the tampon in…
Her hand trembled slightly, and her face was already a deep shade of crimson, her breathing a bit uneven.
She felt her once-masculine heart beginning to crack.
“Using a tampon doesn’t mean you’re up to no good~ I can already smell the vibes!”
“I’m not!”
“Does a succubus only understand ‘ghs’? No wonder Lily won’t use one either!”
Yan Xinya leaned back against the tiled wall of the balcony, stretching her legs and yawning lazily. “Why are you so shy? This is just a normal bodily function!”
This was a totally different ballgame.
Experiencing a woman’s physiology from a male perspective… who wouldn’t feel awkward?!
When Ning Chu first became a girl, she was beet red the first time she used the bathroom.
At least she had made significant progress.
“It’s gonna hurt…”
“Just relax!”
After about ten minutes of back-and-forth, Ning Chu finally opened the bathroom door.
Lily on the balcony and Yan Xinya both turned their heads to look at her, one curious and the other gleeful.
“Well? How does it feel? Is it comfortable? I knew my recommendation was spot on!”
“Um… kind of awkward.”
Ning Chu shifted her hips, clenching her legs, her face burning up.
Even a slight sensation of foreignness made her feel awful; she hung her head, unable to meet the eyes of the two in front of her.
It felt like she was descending deeper into femininity~
“Why don’t you adjust it a bit?”
“It’s already as comfortable as it gets…”
“Then you just have to wait for it to absorb and expand a little. Go sit down for now.” Yan Xinya playfully looked over at Lily. “You should give it a try too?!”
Lily shook her head vigorously, silent but firm.
“A succubus being so conservative~”
Yan Xinya had no idea if Lily was conservative or not; after all, as a succubus, she had never touched a man but was having a blast with her little toys.
“Succubuses just aren’t suited for this,” Lily mumbled, turning her head away.
“Eh? Why not?”
She fiddled with a few pots of plants on the balcony, falling quiet.
Yan Xinya turned to Ning Chu, who was slumped over her desk inside the dorm, blinked, and suddenly had a lightbulb moment. “Could it be because you’re too sensitive?”
“…”
With a heavy sigh, Ning Chu pressed her flushed face against the desk. The sensation of having something foreign inside her was something she could never get used to, no matter how she sat.
“Ning Chu, are you coming to my dorm for dinner tonight? Lily is going to cook~”
“No thanks.”
“By the way, it’s best to change the tampon every three to four hours,” Yan Xinya said, leaning against the table. “Otherwise, it’ll leak all over your pants.”
“Mm…”
“Taking it out might hurt a bit, so just be careful.”
“Okay.”
After playing on her phone and half an hour flew by, Ning Chu suddenly realized that the feeling of having something inside her had vanished.
She stood up, took a couple of steps, then gently jumped.
It actually felt way more comfortable than using sanitary pads—so refreshing!
At least her backside was free from that damp, suffocating feeling, and she didn’t have to worry about sudden movements leading to leaks. They say running or jumping doesn’t cause any issues either.
She felt like a weight had been lifted off her!
Yan Xinya turned her head, grinning. “How’s it going?”
“It’s not bad…”
Just a bit too embarrassing to use.
A succubus’ body was pretty sensitive, like a faucet that wouldn’t tighten…
Ning Chu glanced over at Lily. “You should give it a shot too!”
She definitely couldn’t let Lily miss out on such a good thing. She wanted to see that adorable embarrassed look on her face!
“Exactly! Lily, give it a try! Who says a succubus can’t use it!”
Lily looked up at Ning Chu, her eyes revealing a flicker of curiosity at how sprightly Ning Chu was acting.
Yan Xinya handed Lily the smallest tampon, coaxing her. “Just try it out! You have to try new things~ Look, Ning Chu did it!”
“Alright…”
With her eyes downcast, Lily took the tampon and headed into the bathroom.
“Do you remember the stuff I just told you to watch out for?”
“Mm.”
Now it was Ning Chu’s turn to sit back and enjoy the show. She pulled up a small stool on the balcony, eyes locked on the bathroom door, eagerly waiting for Lily to come out with a face full of embarrassment.
However, ten minutes passed, and there was still no sign from the bathroom.
“Why is she taking so long?”
Yan Xinya wrinkled her nose. “Maybe it really isn’t suitable for a succubus…”
“…”
After a little longer, Lily finally opened the bathroom door, her face bright red. She wouldn’t dare look at either of them, scurrying back into the dorm.
Looking into the bathroom, she saw that the tampon had been tossed into the trash bin.
Ning Chu understood Lily; it was her overwhelming sense of embarrassment that held her back, while Lily was just different.
Once she got fully accustomed to the new accessory, she’d probably be just as eager…
“Well, I better be heading out.”
It was nearly five o’clock—the chaos had been going on since four.
Ning Chu stuffed the remaining tampons into her coat pocket, about to leave when suddenly she paused, turning back to Yan Xinya.
“Can you go to the bathroom while using a tampon?”
“Of course! Peeing doesn’t happen from that area.” Yan Xinya rolled her eyes, exasperated. “Are you even a girl? How do you not know anything?”
“…”
Let’s just say she wasn’t exactly the factory-standard girl.
“Can you flush a tampon down the toilet…?”
“Definitely not! It’ll clog things up.”
Looks like she’d be frequenting the public restroom after all.
Ning Chu nodded, opening the door just a crack and peeking out into the corridor of the dorm.
Not seeing any other students, she hurried outside and made her way to a small patch of grass behind the dorm building, sneaking out through a gap in the fence.
If she were caught going in and out of the girls’ dorm, she’d be in for more than just a warning.
Once outside the girls’ dorm, her anxieties eased.
In theory, this trip had yielded quite a bounty: she had opened the door to a new world, and now, during her period, she wouldn’t have to worry about leaks.
But deep down, there lingered a faint sadness…
The remnants of her male psyche, her male worldview had been trampled underfoot.
