Chapter 94 Commander, I Love You…
“No matter what you do.”
“I will never hate you.”
Chen Yuan said firmly; he had prepared for the worst…
He wouldn’t blame Leia; he only blamed himself. It was all his fault, putting them through this…
Reaching this world, they were all here because of him…
He would take all the blame upon himself.
If there was hatred, it was only for himself.
“Commander, actually, the reason why Yu has become so unstable is because of me… I provoked her…”
“I know that; when we were in the basement, she once told me this in her sleep…” Chen Yuan nodded; this had been a major factor in softening his heart initially.
“Don’t you blame me?”
“Of course I don’t blame you. Without you, Yu would eventually face collapse, and it would only be worse then.”
“The Lin Shuxue you are looking for, I tricked her away…” Leia said again.
“Tricked her away to where?”
“I don’t know…” Leia replied vaguely, prompting Chen Yuan to be confused.
“How did you talk to her? How did you meet her?”
“She was looking for you; at that time, you were taken away by Yu, and I ran into her.” Leia recounted what happened.
“She recognized me, and I didn’t even recognize her.”
…
“You are not her…” Lin Shuxue frowned and said seriously…
Leia: “What?”
“You are not from this world…” Lin Shuxue was able to directly sense the abnormal energy on Leia and recognized her.
But Leia did not possess such perceptive abilities.
“Did you come to find… him as well?” Leia asked cautiously, her mind quickly associating the situation with her own.
This person in front of her should be from another world of the Commander…
She had actually found her way right to his doorstep…
“Do you know where he is?!” Lin Shuxue said excitedly, her eyes lighting up.
“No… I don’t know…” Leia replied, this statement was both true and false.
Because at this moment, she genuinely did not know where Chen Yuan was.
“Then why… are you here?” Lin Shuxue didn’t suspect anything, just continued to inquire.
“Like you,” Leia replied calmly, unperturbed.
She didn’t know how the person in front of her knew about this place, but she quickly shifted to a dominant stance in her mind, “Can you track him?”
“No… I only sensed the energy fluctuations here, which led me to this place…” Lin Shuxue innocently answered, revealing to Leia how she found her way here…
“I see…” A plan instantly formed in Leia’s mind.
…
“I took Cu to many places to find you, and in the process, I released a lot of energy fluctuations, which I collected and conveyed to her through certain means.”
“I transmitted those energy fluctuations to every corner of the world.”
“This way, she would never be able to find you…”
Leia honestly informed Chen Yuan of her entire plan.
Chen Yuan’s eyes widened in shock, unable to believe what Leia had done…
He had never expected Leia to be so ruthless.
Also, considering she had driven Yu to such madness, her methods were understandably harsh…
“Commander… do you hate me now…?”
“It’s alright; finding someone is… not that difficult… right…? Is there more?” Chen Yuan calmed himself down and said absently.
Compared to the worst-case scenarios he imagined, this was actually…
He thought Leia might have killed Xiaoxue…
In contrast, he felt a bit relieved…
“Commander, you once said I was very selfish.”
“If it wasn’t for necessity, I really wouldn’t want to be with anyone else.”
Chen Yuan: “What?”
“I initially planned to drive Yu away; she was too dangerous and unstable. Having her around was like a ticking time bomb. After driving her away, I would also find a way to get rid of Cu, while preventing others from different worlds from finding you.”
“But after you were kidnapped by Yu, you disrupted my plan. Not only did you not hate her, but you also pampered her even more…”
“My plan was actually a good one, but it has already failed.”
After hearing her meticulous plan, Chen Yuan slowly shook his head, sighed, and shifted his gaze, walking forward.
“Commander, do you hate me now…?” Leia was asking Chen Yuan but also asking herself.
“……”
“Of course…”
Chen Yuan chuckled lightly, “I don’t hate you.”
No one would repeat a statement unless they truly cared.
Even though everything about her face showed she didn’t care.
Even her tone was saying she didn’t care.
“Being a bit selfish is actually nice,” Chen Yuan continued walking forward.
“You really don’t blame me…” Leia slowly caught up, continuing to ask.
“I don’t blame you.”
Chen Yuan said seriously, “You wouldn’t lie to me, right?”
“Mm, of course, because you are the Commander…”
Chen Yuan noticed that whenever they talked about this, her tone would soften.
“Why?” He pressed on this topic, not realizing it had become a sensitive issue.
“Ah?” Leia gasped, not expecting this topic to come up so suddenly.
“What? Is this something you can’t talk about?” Chen Yuan maintained a gentle tone.
“No, no…” Leia’s cold face finally turned a shade of red, showing a bit of extra expression on her otherwise emotionless face.
Shy.
Chen Yuan continued walking in front, waiting for her to continue, he turned back: “Hmm?”
She took a deep breath and walked straight toward Chen Yuan, wanting to convey her feelings…
“Commander, I have always regarded you as family, as a comrade…”
Chen Yuan: “Mm… me too—”
“But… I was wrong.”
“Eh?”
Leia clenched her fist to her chest; this was the first time in many years, only after meeting Chen Yuan, that her emotions showed such intense fluctuations again.
“I’ve numbed myself; I’ve gotten used to having you… Commander…”
“But… without you, I actually can’t do anything…”
“I got used to you, accustomed to fighting alongside you, to the point that I always forgot to tell you my true feelings…”
“Commander… you are more important to me than anyone else…”
She looked at Chen Yuan, tears brimming in her eyes, her chest rising and falling.
“Commander… I love you…”