My Disciples Think I’m Strong – Chapter 117

Squelch. Squelch.

“Ugh! Urgh!”

“….”

Squelch. Squelch.

“Haah! Hngh!”

“Don’t make those weird sounds.”

It’s making me feel strange too.

“B-but… uh! It feels good yet painful…!”

With a flushed face, she glances at me. Her cat-like tail sways and stands erect, matching the motions of my hands.

I hummed the national anthem in my head while pressing down her back.

“Ugh!”

Ah, seriously. I might just die here.

I felt like blocking my ears.

My pants were already straining at the front. No matter how much I hummed the national anthem, a man’s instincts cannot be suppressed.

Thank goodness Urka was lying down; otherwise, I would’ve been embarrassed.

The longer my hand lingered on her skin, the more my excitement grew, thoughts of wanting to pounce on her dried my lips.

“Ugh! Huh!”

Look! How can anyone possibly endure this?!

I couldn’t tell if she was intentionally moaning or truly in pain from muscle ache.

But one thing was clear: Urka was definitely trying to seduce me.

No woman would want a man she doesn’t like touching her body.

This surely was part of her request for a massage.

“Phew…”

After calming my breath, I swept my hand down her back and pulled away.

“Ugh…”

Urka remained on her stomach for a while, as if she didn’t want to break the lingering sensation. Just as I felt relieved and was about to move toward her legs, Urka lifted her head.

I hurriedly approached her and covered her eyes.

“Hey, Praus felt good… Huh? What are you doing?”

“I’m sorry, but don’t turn your head this way.”

“Huh? Why?”

“…The massage isn’t over yet.”

“Huh? Is it because you want to see my underwear?”

“No.”

To be honest, I couldn’t help but stare there while I was giving the massage. No matter how pure a guy is, if an attractive woman is lying down in revealing clothes, it’s only natural that his eyes would wander there.

I was simply powerless to resist.

“…”

Realizing how I was justifying myself made me feel a sudden wave of embarrassment. The strain in my pants subsided a bit.

“Praus?”

“Anyway, don’t look over here.”

“…Is it standing?”

That unexpectedly hit me out of the blue.

I froze in shock and couldn’t even respond. Urka grabbed my hand that was covering her eyes and forcefully pushed it away. I eventually turned my body to the other side.

“Looks like it really was standing?!”

“…The massage ends here.”

I pulled my hand away from her grasp, quickly turning away from her and fixing my clothes.

“Ah~ You didn’t do my arms and legs!”

“Shut up. If you’ve had a massage, get out now.”

After barely calming my racing heart, I walked toward the table. Urka stood up from the bed, giggling.

Her voluptuous chest jiggled. That alone stirred something within me.

“Can’t you act less awkward? Don’t you already know why I asked for a massage?”

She took leisurely steps toward me, her footsteps barely making a sound. When I glanced back, she was already right behind me.

“Praus is smart, but you’re also very good at reading someone’s emotions and psychology.”

That was because I knew the game character information. It was just understanding and predicting the character’s personality, not reading psychology.

“You know, pretending to be unaware when you do know is worse, you know?”

“…”

“I’m seriously considering having sex with you right now if you want.”

Urka’s voice in my ear was both alluring and incredibly seductive.

I swallowed hard. Urka, noticing my breath hitching, gently wrapped her waist around me. The pressure and unfamiliar touch behind my back was clearly her chest.

“How does it feel to you?”

Honestly, I want to. I really want to.

But taking a woman’s virginity in this world is by no means a light matter.

In this world, women are typically more devoted to home than participating in politics or economy, making chastity a crucial aspect for them.

Thus, it’s common for a man who takes a woman’s virginity to marry her.

This culture arose mainly because there are no contraceptives like condoms or birth control pills in this world.

Most first experiences often see guys finishing inside, so it was common to end up pregnant after just one time, leading to such cultural beliefs.

Moreover, given the game’s focus on nobility rather than commoners, it’s depicted more strictly among nobles who form political marriages for their family’s revival.

Of course, not every couple living in the Empire follows this. It’s more of a generalization.

Still, considering this, it shouldn’t be too serious if Urka and I were to date a bit since we’re not nobles.

But human emotions aren’t that simple.

I knew better than anyone that Urka wasn’t just saying this to release her sexual desires.

“Why so quiet?”

Tilting her head, she checked my expression. I grabbed her arm around my waist, and she relaxed her grip.

I turned to face her. Upon meeting my gaze, she averted her eyes. Seeing her face blush showed she lacked the courage to look me in the eye.

“…What if I only want sex with you and don’t intend to have any relationship?”

“You’re not that kind of person, Praus.”

“Don’t be so naive. What do you know about me…?”

“I know. You seem indifferent but are actually more caring than anyone else and have a strong sense of responsibility to keep your word. That’s the Praus I see.”

“I’m not as good a person as you think I am.”

“At least to me, you are good. You saved me.”

I understand why Urka began to like me, but I wasn’t ready to feel at ease until the Demon War was over.

I wouldn’t let my loved ones get killed by demons. I’ve already accepted that matter well.

But reality wouldn’t flow like a game scenario.

Urka falling for me is already an entirely different plot than the game.

I didn’t want to be that tragic hero.

When Ariel asked if I could save Pasma, the expression I might have shown haunted me enough to hesitate in developing our relationship.

“…It was a decent way to relax.”

“Relax? I’m being serious…”

“Nothing has really begun yet. Neither the Succession War nor the Demon War. Until all that is over, I don’t plan to date anyone. Naturally, I won’t hold you either. At least, not now.”

I really am a piece of work.

While not accepting Urka’s feelings, I still left an opening. I must not want her to go to someone else.

“…I get it. I understand.”

She made no attempt to hide her disappointment, pulling away from me.

“Thank you.”

“But once everything is done, that’s okay, right?”

…Huh?

In a moment of distraction, Urka grabbed my collar and pulled me down to her eye level. Her scent was so close I could almost taste it.

“When that time comes… I won’t ask and will just pounce on you.”

Smack.

With an unexpected kiss on my cheek, my mind went completely blank.

“I’m letting you off easy this time.”

I chuckled in disbelief. I never thought this kind of skinship would happen.

“Ah, this is okay? It’s not sex or anything.”

I brushed the spot on my cheek where her lips touched. The lingering softness felt deeply imprinted.

“W-What are you—”

“Ah? Your ears are turning red. Oh~ Are you perhaps a virgin, Praus?”

She poked at my chest, clearly enjoying herself.

“Aha! I figured it out. Good, good.”

“Stop talking nonsense—”

Urka placed her finger on my lips.

“Should you… save that until we actually do it with me?”

“…”

“I’m pretty persistent when it comes to those matters. In return for waiting, I’ll claim your first experience, alright?”

She took her finger away from my lips and walked toward the door. Grabbing the doorknob, she flashed me a seductive smile. It was utterly charming.

“Good night, Praus.”

Urka exited the room.

I remained still, staring at the door for a while.

As the events from just moments ago played in my mind, realization hit me hard.

“…This is maddening.”

I gave her an opening and now I’m bound to get ensnared…

Urka’s actions were so erratic, I couldn’t respond appropriately. I should’ve told her this wasn’t right.

Now that I’ve missed my chance, it’s going to be difficult to speak about it moving forward.

Yeah. What’s done is done.

It’s not like she’s going to jump me right away. If this serves as a motivation for her to train harder and eventually defeat Soro, it wouldn’t be such a bad outcome after all.

…But will it really be okay?